watched hellboy today. honestly, the movie sucked. i didn't get the point at all but the effects were nice, had to give them that. and i found agent john myers quite hot too.. what's his name again? rupert something? anyhoos, went out with gente today. didn't buy anything since im trying to save some money after i spent a whole lotta cash in hongkong a week ago. but i saw so many things that i liked--the shirt+sweater in MNG, the shirt+wallet in Roxy, the shirt+sandals in Esprit and the sling bag in Guess. if i were still the same old me, meaning the impulsive shopper that i were, i would definitely buy all those things! but i AM trying to change and trying to hold back my expenses (and believe me, its really hard :( )
rupert evans!! that's his name!! isn't he just so adorable? =http://img51.photobucket.com/...
so i gotta go now. still hafta finish, my current obssession, the [b]hotelier[/b]. in case you don't know, it's a korean drama which stars the ever so hot bae yong jun! =http://img51.photobucket.com/... told ya he was hot. toodles! :wink:
Hey there. I just saw you dis morning. U were passing by d caf. U were wearing ur black, donald duck t-shirt and a pair of faded blue jeans. U were walking with ur friends, chatting happily, w/ dat dazzling smile affixed on ur face. U flipped ur hair slowly w/ ur left hand, and as u passed by, a couple of girls followed u w/ their eyes.
Our eyes met for a second, and i didn't know what 2 do. I completely froze on my seat. U suddenly smiled, making me see the braces on ur teeth. I smiled back timidly. U then walked past me, not giving me a second look. When i turned around, u were already gone.
Four months and nothing has changed. Ur still d cool varsity player who is also an officer of one of d most distinguished orgs in campus. And im still dat ordinary girl who sits behind u every M-W-F in our 1 hour class together.
I think u only talked 2 me twice. Once was when u asked me if someone was seated beside me on d first day of classes, and i said yes. The last was wen u asked if i was done w/ our term paper. I never got d courage 2 talk 2 u first. U were so cool n popular, and i always feel like a nobody when ur around.
I guess we cud never b friends. And i guess i better stop dreaming about u. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.
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Hey there.
I just saw u dis morning. U were in d caf when i passed by. U were wearing a blue round-neck blouse and a pair of white capri pants. U were w/ ur usual companions, eating ur usual order of Fritada. U carefully flipped through d pages of ur Psy book as u gently sipped from ur glass of iced tea. D guys around u kept giving u quick glances, but u never noticed. U were 2 busy studying.
Our eyes met for a second, and i didn't know what 2 do. I thought i'd freeze on d spot. I nervously smiled, hoping u wudn't notice that im shaking. You smiled slightly, then returned to ur book. As i passed u by, i turned around 2 giv u another look. But u weren't looking.
Four months and nothing has changed. Ur still d brilliant Dean's Lister who is always a representative for school forums and conferences. And im still d ordinary guy in front of u every M-W-F in our one hour class together.
I think u only talked 2 me twice. Once was wen i asked u if someone was seated beside u on our first day of classes, n u said yes. I was hoping i cud sit beside u, since ive been eyeing on u since our freshmen year. The last was wen i asked if u were done w/ our term paper. I was going 2 ask u if u cud help me w/ mine, and eat somewhere at d same time. But wen u nodded, i completely lost my nerve. I never got d courage 2 talk 2 u again. U were so smart and popular, and i always feel like a nobody wenever ur around.
I guess we could never b friends. And i guess i better stop dreaming about u. It wouldn't do me any good anyway.
i absolutely adore this song. (by [b]matt wertz[/b])
[i]I don't know what I should do now 'Cause I've exhausted all I know how Still all of my efforts, they fail me Leaving me broken and empty
I can't go on Half living this life on my own
'Cause I'm hiding behind this smile And I haven't come out for a while See, there is this place so empty inside me I'm hiding behind this smile
There must be someplace warmer than here 'Cause my teeth chatter, and I live in fear But every attempt I attempt just impails me Leaving me broken and empty
I can't go on Half living this life on my own
'Cause I'm hiding behind this smile And I haven't come out for a while See, there is this place so empty inside me I keep hiding behind this smile
'Cause I know I'm not okay, yeah I know I'm not alright, yeah I'm hiding behind this smile Now I haven't come out for a while See, there is this place so empty inside me I keep hiding behind this smile
You see there is this place so empty inside me and I'm hiding behind this smile Hiding behind this smile[/i]
it's quizzes like this that makes me feel so.. bored and useless. i mean, who takes stupid tests like this? a lonely body builder during my past life? get real.
but speaking of which, it would be kind of interesting to know who i was or what i did during the past. my uncle said he was a king of some country or island during his past life.. or so he says. MAYBE, i was a very stressful person during my past that's why now, i am living my life as a bum. haha. my sleepiness is starting to kick in. wait it's 3 in the morning and im not yet asleep.
*yawn* so. ima get some beauty sleep now. got a lot to do tomorrow.. not. toodles :wink:
what a boring day. surprise surprise. i just came home from south africa/hong kong a few days ago and it was great. at least i got to actually go out of this house. what's fun from the trip was (duh) shopping! although i wasn't allowed to go inside the casino :cry:, it was still a lot fun!
so here i am, back to my old routine--sleep, eat, computer, TV, eat, computer and sleep again. is it just me or am i turning into a real BUM?
i hope i can go out tomorrow with my friends. it has been REALLY long since i last went out with them and we have a lot of catching ups to do..
i feel bad about FRIENDS's ending. i've watched that show ever since i was a kid and it's THE best! aside from one tree hill that is! :wink: i'm surely gonna miss that show though.
i can't believe i wrote 3 entries here yesterday. gawd, if that does not show you how bored i was(and still am), i don't know what would.
i wish i can do something productive this summer. like learn a new sport. ooh, which reminds me, i have to sign up for tennis lessons. i only got up to basics last year, and i'm(hopefully) in advance now. i just hope i won't forget what i've learned last year. if not, then i'm back to basics :cry: i think i'll just devote my whole summer to sports.. like play soccer or basketball or fence or squash or something instead of bumming around the house.
you know what, i don't understand why matthew metzger didn't make it to the top12. i mean, he's so fit to be an american idol. he's got the looks, the voice and the personality. so what if his voice isn't "strong enough", as randy put it? what matters is he can SING and he looks GOOD on camera. leah was the one who should be voted off during the wild card round! im just glad she was the first one out of the top12 coz she REALLY can't sing.
anyway, i think ima sleep now. i don't know why i'm so tired, i mean, all i do is watch TV and surf the net. so, ciao! :wink:
okay, so i've just watched one tree hill and this scene really touched me :oops: (this is my favorite haley-nathan moment so far.)
[i][HALEY’S ROOM. She’s pacing back and forth in her room, talking on the phone]
HALEY: Hey, its me. Um, I guess I’m just worried about you. I really hate the way we ended things.
[NATHAN appears behind her, at the door]
NATHAN: So do I. [Pause] Nobody answered the door.
HALEY: They’re gone for the weekend.
[HALEY turns off the phone and sets it down]
HALEY: How are you?
NATHAN: Not so good. Can I-
[HALEY and NATHAN both move in and hug. It’s bittersweet and both are upset]
NATHAN: I made a lot of mistakes, Haley.
[NATHAN pulls away]
NATHAN: Sometimes because of my dad, sometimes by choice.
[He sits down on her bed, taking her hand]
NATHAN: I just can’t do it anymore.
HALEY: [Almost crying] It’s okay…
[b]NATHAN: No. No, it’s not okay. I’m not okay. [Pause] I lived for tonight. I was so scared. I’m still terrified. Then I saw you. I promised myself that if I could just get up, and walk over to you, and tell you how much I need you, and how much I want you, that nothing else matters.[/b]
[HALEY smiles and they kiss]
[HALEY’S BEDROOM. NATHAN and HALEY are still kissing, and HALEY gets up and walks to the door]
NATHAN: [Quietly] Haley…
[HALEY turns to look at him]
NATHAN: Can I stay with you for tonight?
[HALEY closes her bedroom door][/i]
i'm now officially in love with nathan scott!! if there is such a man like nathan, WHERE IS HE?!
as for lucas, i think he's hot too! but.. WHEN WILL HE AND PEYTON BE TOGETHER?
guess i'll have to stay tuned for that. anyways, ill be watching more one tree hill so bye for now!! ciao! :wink:
it's 3pm and i've still got nothing to do. how did my life ever get this boring? anyway, i've just finished designing my blog. what do you think about it? let me know people :wink:
hmm, doesn't [b]ryan seacrest [/b]look GOOD with glasses on? check these out: =http://img41.photobucket.com/... =http://i.cnn.net/cnn/2002/SHO...
he's not actually wearing glasses here. he just looks HOT :wink: =http://www.star987.com/images...
speaking of american idol, i really hope camile velasco wins. she's the best out of the 12.. for me anyways. :wink:
so anyway, this may sound wierd and all but it's summer and i've got nothing to do. YES, I'M BORED! more bored actually than when i'm usually in school. but at least i'll be going away on the 31st. something to look forward to. i'll be going to south africa then to hongkong. i don't want to go actually, but what can i do? stay here and be bored to death? nu-uh, not happening. and besides, i think it'll be a nice sort of adventure. although i am so not looking forward to the safaris and stuff. coz i hate animals, had a phobia ever since i was 4 or 5.
since this is my first entry, i think it's just right to introduce myself. my name's denise and i'm 16. i'm chinese and i have 2 sisters, but we rarely talk. like most people my age, i love to shop, eat, sleep, talk, hang out with friends and stuff like that. as you all know, i hate animals so no dogs, cats or any pet for that matter. im currently addicted to one tree hill(coz lucas and nathan rock), american idol and ashton kutcher--aren't we all?
=http://northwestmusicsce ne.co... gawd adam levine is so hot. i just saw the video for this love again and no matter how many times i'll get see that vid, i'll always think he's hot. i love you adam!! you're so hot! oh gawd im babbling now.
write again later. ciao! :wink:
"The law of gravitation cannot explain people falling in love." -Albert Einstein
ASHTON KUTCHER!
seriously, i don't get why he's with demi.
